She Decided

I shouldn´t have to be alone to be O.K., But i truly don´t see any other way.

I didn´t ask for any of this regardless of my choices, though that´s all I hear in any of their voices.

Blaming and pointing fingers at me, As if this is how I wanted it to be.

I´ve made mistakes just like everyone has done, But my life was fucked by the time it ever had begun.

Cause the person chosen to be my mother, Has caused just as much pain as any other.

In fact it was worse coming from her, Cause she was suppose to love me for sure.

But instead she turned her back on me, After she decided I should live in Misery.

Cyn