I can not believe the enormous amount of effort she has put into sabotaging me, erasing me, taking things I love from me, and destroying the way people see me. She still suprises me, even today, having zero contact, with action she took over 20 years ago to justify the outcome she was going to make damn sure became my reality. I must be the most naive human being ever for being 100% totally blind to everything she was, and probably still is doing. If anyone thinks I’m wrong or that I’m delusional or lying, then I might not be the dumbest person alive. They would be. I don’t care how crazy you may be, this is the type of shit you can’t make up. Nowhere in my wildest nightmares could I have imagined any mother, especially my own, doing this to a child. Most people are not willing to accept my reality if they even acknowledge it is possible at all….
Cyn 2021
Perfectly Imperfect 