Wanted

I wanted to love you more than anything, I wanted to put an end to our suffering/  I wanted to make up for all the wrong I did to you, And  prayed that you would want to do that for me too/  I wanted to be the wife I know I could have been, I wanted to be happy once again/  I wanted the pain to go away, I wanted to be together each and every day/  I wanted to matter to who mattered most to me, I wanted the impossible apparently/   What I wanted never mattered before, now I realize its me that doesn’t matter anymore……

Cyn 2017