Holidays

While the majority celebrate Thanksgiving Day, Ill be alone…..thankful things have gone this way???? No wait……..Ill be watching the parade……thankful for the mistake that’s been made??? Or maybe ill take the chance to have a drink…….Then I could be thankful for being too drunk to think
I barely survived the last holiday season, now 2 years you been gone for absolutely no reason
I’m fighting as hard as I possibly can, The day they stole you my obsession began
And even if I am destined to lose, Or go crazy trying and end up front page news
I’m not able to simply walk away just because i was told, which leaves me wondering how this is really going to unfold.

Holidays are on hold till your back home, Cause without you its just another day spent alone
Even if there were people around, The silence of your voice would drown out the sound
And all of the smiles I would surely see, Would just be a painful reminder to me
Like a razor sharp stab to my already open wound, Just to ensure it doesn’t begin to heal too soon